even though theres a timely reminder popping up at me repeatedly as the time draws near, there is no sense anticipation in me as your meaning is absorbed as a routinely item for consideration among the humdrum chores of repetetive life… 

yet perchance I get a moment to find myself outside and with the potential to slow and ponder and look up (which I invariably do), it is then again that you catch me unawares and floor me with your magnificent beauty, clarity and certain wisdom…

you are an amazing reason to feel alive and wonderous all at once…

breathe…